Dancing with Grief

My daughter died November of 2016. Here is what I wrote then, it brings me piece in this season... for as the autumn leaves change I am reminded of how my health fell away from me then. Dancing with Grief. In times of great chaos space is cleared for what is to come. After my third miscarriage last month I am compelled to break the silence about miscarrying… I went searching for answers, for resources for comfort……

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Hermit Tarot Card Design

BUY HIM UP! RedBubble allows you to customize WHAT you want this pattern on! BUY TAROT CARD No.9 clawing the line between chaos & creation. Soul Introspection or Isolating Withdrawal?I drew this a year ago after first bonding with Tarot Card No. 9, the idea that a guide may lead ME delighted me… HA however that hasn’t been my life. Up down in out & all around I have held the lantern in the dark for myself many…

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Finding My Hearing

I often wonder if I am following my truest path in life… My journey seems to leave a trail of failed friendships, endless nights were thoughts cruelly meander around my skull… And as always infinite melodies streaming through my soul burning their way through me demanding to be heard. I am a composer. I am a performer. As dynamics shift once again in this absurd outer reality that I am so out of touch with… I feel…

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STORM I AM – latest composition

LYRICS:storm i am...Woeful Wisdom WhispersWinding with the WindWinter’s chilling wicked wrath whipping at their skinOh how I long to be a summer’s breeze…Oh how I know that is not me.Only warm when touchedOnly loves so muchFrigid Lonely Freezing slowly(trusting no one but me)Rose Thorn in the Sea Languid Lucid Liquid LoversLament Lay Lowly Be UndoneLittle Girl - Inner Child with music in her lungsCries in agony for the grave I have becomeROLLING THUNDER -DROWNING OCEAN -STORM I AM…

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Discovering your spirit animal

Spirit Animal meditation: Meditate & open the space in proclamation . “I am ready to know the animal I am. I can handle the animal I am. I deserve the animal I am. I am. I am _________” Feel yourself shift- breathe deeply & it won’t hurt- don’t resist as your bones change shape. Keep repeating I am ready. I am animal. Allow your pores to erupt in fur or scales Every hair on your body standing…

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