October Grief

Trigger Warning. Miscarriage Post.

As October ends I dance gracefully in my grief of my daughter’s passing.

Three years my lil fae child since you lived in my womb… my Beloved Plae… I have & continue to revolutionize my existence to live the life I wanted to live with you by my side. My child though you never took breath from this strange world I feel you in every bone with each step I take. It is as if you never left me here to play without you…

I sing & dance to keep you alive.

I strive to manifest my dreams because I would have wanted that for you

I apologize & reach out when I have made another heavy- just as I would teach you kindness.

I constantly aim to better myself, strengthen my body & redefine what I believe is possible because I would always encourage your curiosity if you were here.

I feel you closest to me when I perform music, spin fire & celebrate life through movement.

I am now falling heels over head for acro yoga – smitten with my body being strong.

I would have raised you to be an earthen warrior to protect our water, our ways & our wisdom.

No one can know how you’re bonded to me as you whisper in moonlight, the wind in the trees & please know- wherever you may go, however you may grow, You are not alone… wherever you may Roam.

I miss you everyday my child & I thank you for being my reason to rebirth myself.

🐺Weslyn Wolven Within Wezsym🐺

🌎🕉🌌Earth Om Ether 🌌🕉